Big Hero 6

And so,
our first movie together.
Didn't want to keep the movie ticket and you were like,
keep uh, our first movie together.
But what the hell?
It feels like we have watched tons of movies together already.
Cos of all the movies we watch as a class.
Meh.
Hmmm, went to City Square Mall, explored the place hahaha.
Makaned, then walk walk, then movie.
Then explore the upper floors.
They actually have a skypark!
With nothing there!
Then homed, cos really nth to do.
Then alighted at Woodleigh. LOLOL
The convo went sth like
Me: Woodleigh got what
You: Idk, Wanna see?
Me: Okay.
Then bussed back to my place,
to pass you the book. 等一个人咖啡
HAHAs.
It was a super impromptu date.
And full of retatrded & typical things that we both always do together.
And you were nagging at me and my sleeping habits and my skin.
YEASH BOSS I WILL SLEEP EARLY STAY HEALTHY AND HAVE GOOD-ER SKIN.
MEH.

Selfie master

FIRST. LEMME LAUGH. HAHAHAHA.

So. I was in msia and youre stuck in SG. 

complaining about the cold cos your hair cut too short. 

And I asked for a selfie and BAM. 

I laughed out loud instantly and everyone just stared at me thinking I am wasted lol. 

Admit it!

if not for your hair, youre one chubby kid too. 

❤❤❤

Why you.

Sooo. I am like on my way to KL. hahahas. its a 4D3N trip only but it always feel like I am leaving behind all the things in SG when I travel.
Can't help but think especially when I am listening to dem chinese songs, looking out of the windows and seeing trees and more trees.
Anyways after chalet our relationship kinda changed. We are more.. open.
maybe cos we are in drunken state when we lack sleep. hahaha.
Arif was telling me about how Chun asks him out then I realise how little initiative I have. Like for certain stuffs.
I know I lack initiative then the Arif always scold me for playing hard to get. But.
I aint playing hard to get.
Its just. My character I guess.
吊起来买 is in my blood. HAHAHA.
辛苦你了。
I think the funny thing is 你也很被动。
That makes us even. 😁
Im trying to be less hard to get ohkayyyy. I think its like wayyyy better than last time already.
Hahaha.
But I like how we are straightforward and not so straightforward in some ways.
Like.
有话直说 for some stuffs. Though most of the time its obvious. I bet you dont know what I am talking about hahaha.
Mmmmm. Like everytime you say lazy talk😂. Like how I tell you I dont like people texting me when they game. 你也不例外 😂 . Its nice that we are straightforward like that. Just bringing up a few recent examples. Hahaha.
Though most of the time we dont have to say it explicitly.
Maybe cos our frequency too similar its easy to guess whats on your mind from the little details. But it works both ways. Dayum. Like its so easy to piece puzzle pieces from the little details and get the bigger picture somehow. This is a lil hard to illustrate Hahaha but you know what I'm saying right. Its subconscious lorh.
Thats why talking to you is so easy. Hahaha I dont have to say much.
But half the time we are just goofing around. 😝
HAHAHA. ❤
Actually I quite scared I get dependent on you. Not used to being dependent on someone uh. 😣
I have had a few flings but I never had a official boyfriend. I aint sure if it was me being not ready, or I am just scared cos I know it wouldnt last.
但你就不一样，也说不出哪里不一样。
就不一样。
I guess its faith. omg so corny.
But I really think its faith.
Doesnt need further explanation does it?
I dont even know where the faith comes from. But its just. I believe in you. 😊 Even if people around me are saying some stuffs. Even if I see some stuffs with my own eyes. I still believe in you. What in the world. Sometimes it feels like I am living in denial. But I still continue to believe.
Shit damn cheesy. Moving on..
And I like the amount of personal space we have. Maybe is cos you layzwee and bochap. But I like that. Moderately enough for you to get jealous hahaha but not possesive. I'm sorry that I get close to guys easily because of my lack of femininity 😂 but 相信我吧 because you get close to girls easily too because of your femininity. 😝
Okay now I ran out of things to type. HAHAHA.
So little reasons. tskkkk.
But I still do. 💜
Sometimes I wonder why do you even like me.
& When did we start. HAHAHA.
I think we got close thanks to pw?
cos we always kena pangseh by the rest.
but I am quite sure both of us didnt expect us to be more than friends at that point in time.
Yeahhh then March camp when the drama about you in that turmoil of what your heart wanted. I was confused then too. I liked Ruisheng then. Some senior I knew from ABcamp. So idk if i really like you or just cos. I felt empty cos of him. But not as jialat as you uh. Cos mine like over already. Just. need to move on. hahahaha.
Then Arif complicated everything. Walao 他来闹的.
ohkay I type until tired already. Hahaha. Byeeee.

Class chalet 2014

"Ehh 拍照."
"Finally"

Yeash finally we take a photo together.
All the sunday study dates,
all the random events in school.
Nope no photo.
And our first photo shoots the cui face after 2nights of chalet.
Which you were complaining my left hand sho awkz.
hahahah.
Which we tonned the first,
and slept on the couch on the second.
Really damn cui sia I cannot.
hahaha.

Anyways chalet at Aloha Changi. ^^
Such a nice chalet ehehehe I loved it.

Anyways chalet..
hmmm lemme recall.
I am typing this like the afternoon we checked out.
Because I cannot sleep or else my body clock will screw. \
Sho. the brain is malfunctioning.

Anyways night 1, all I remembered was the bbq,
then the 2 loooong walks. HAHAHA. With Jayaraj
Its just, we walked to the opposite island de beach lorh.
This one wasn't so funny.
And you came along cos you were worried hahas.
Then we go playground and found the other half of the class who came out to walk walk too.
Then went back, bathe, its about 4 in the morn.
Then went crazy, go play sparklers(whatevs it is called)
Then went even more crazy, eat bread go watch sunrise.
That walk was so funny cos youre just so high, and super joke
& I was in delirious state.
Laughing so hard at every single shit lol. I remembered choking on the bread lolol
which spurred your bullshit on.
Then yeah went to watch the sunrise. HAHAS.
It was goddamn tiring but fun hahas.
Then Night 2 was yeah with class the super joke 接龙 game.
You guys played water bomb hahahs I really want to play but i am damn sure i will fall sick. ):
No water for meh.
then at night we slept outdoors on the couch,
which I curled up like a ball. hahaha.
Then woke up at like what, 5:30?
You too. hahaha
then you made me wash up, don't let me nua there.
Then went walk walk for a bit.
Then come back play song sing song talk cock.
hmmm yeah until the rest woke up.
Oh god my story telling skills are horrible right now, but yeah summarised the whole chalet aldr. hahaha.
okay not whole chalet but moments together?
Which was a lot.
LOL.
Especially when chun/fel not around.
But really damn cui. MEH.
Whatevs. And we took our first photo~
Yeash finally,
I scared next time no chance take, y'know.
hahas, must have at least one photo!
Okay my brain really not working now.
AHAHAH.
Yeah byebye.

Sundays.

So we started studying on sundays since.. August. HAHA till Novemeber.
Mmm hmmm 16 weeks.
Actually really not a lot ley.
But it feels like forever.
Meh I thought we would study together on the coming sunday.
Wanted to like take a photo together.
But you going popo house.
Steal you from your popo for so long I feel bad too. HAHAHA
Too baddd. First photo together is postponed again. HAHA
But it really feels like we have been studying together for damn long. ö
Gonna miss sundays. ):
Studying with you isnt too productive cos we keep talking. HAHA
Thats why I never jio you to go out study during study break.
Even though studying alone is so sad.
I bet you know too so.
Hehe.
But sundays is like routine aldr.
I remembered I wanted to meet a friend on sunday initially.
then you were like but your sunday is booked.
Hahahahs.
But your popo. ):
Eish.
I wanted to say that too but
我担心会让你为难
sho.
Lets just not meet lorh.
Last sunday together was last week.
Meh.
):
Maybe it feels darn long cos we study tgt in school during the myct period (I think)
Woah but really see your face everyday no joke sia.
HAHAHA.
Nahhh cos we hardly interact in school.
Feels like we both dont want people to know about us.
Like low profileeee.
HAHAHA.
Im still wondering if you actually told anyone we study tgt on sunday.
cos i told fel and chun.

I feel bad for lying. :/
so they do know about us. 
But not arif not darsh.
那两位不可靠.
I didn't feel bad for lying at all.
Hahaha.
okay nvrm.
Dont miss our sunday study dates too much!
All the stupid retarded memories.
Like walking miles and miles.
Exploring sengkang.
and buangkok.
And ohhhh IMH.
And the shuper messy 吃相 we BOTH have.
Hahahaha.
Yups its the end of studying on sundays.
终于!
CELEBRATIONNNN.

HAHAS,
I found this on my old blog,
wows, totally reminded me of why the hell did I like you so much

"Back from my usual sunday study dates with my fav boy, :)

A real joy to my life,

really thankful for you for pei-ing me during this hellish period.

Even when I am doubting my self worth.

Even when I feel so like shit cos I look like shit.

Even when I am such a bitch sometimes.

Even when I am a complete wreck most of the times.

Even when I push you away

Thank you for staying by my side.

I promise I will too, for you.

For as long as you want me to. <3"

Interstellar

Another movie we watched together (with the class people)
Today is the end of Chem paper 3!
Means we left with chem and physics paper 1,
then this impromptu movie with chun fel arif qing also.
I just realised we never watched movie like just the 2 of us before.
hahaha.
Then dinner.
Then bus home.
Didn't feel like talking today hahaha.
I'm sorry.
Then went to walk walk a bit
(from Punggol Primary to home)
Then you pei me walk.
By the time you see this you won't remember la sial.
I bet I wont too. haha
But thanks for accompanying me walk,
even though like it was pretty much in silence.
Some mini conversations here and there but cos I wasn't in the mood.
I aint sure why also but I just, don't feel like talking.
Its the moods I guess.
Or maybe the movie.
But wellll.
谢谢你:)

你好啊

Omg so sweet right,
I think this is the sweetest thing I have done for you.
I mean yeah sure hard copy would be nice..
But softcopy nice also la HAHA
Sorry your girlfriend no time no money no talent to do a legit scrapbook,
next time maybe, when I have more time and money and talent.

Its like A levels now but, yeahh.
So nice horh studying for physics still can think of you.
HAHA.
I can always create after As but, I scared I get lazy. HAHA.
So yeah.
Keep this alright,
no matter what happens between us. :)

& I haven't thought of when to tell you this.
Cannot too early also hmmmz.
We'll see~