Seletar Mall

Our fav movies mall.
HAHA.
Went to seletar to watch Minions & nakan dinz on a friday night cos you book out early. HAHA. Nah not really. Cos I got sleepover that night and you needed to go visit both your popo and ahma. So yeah. Then we went to Han's and makan dinz. Which was well not bad. Then figured out how to reach the busstop to take 85 for me to go yishun, and you to go home. Yeah. It was a nice date cos of the convo and yeah. We're really getting comfy w each other already. I appreciate you telling me your heartfelt stuff and yeah really. I mean it.
I guess thats why the next day, after much effort, I plucked out the courage to tell you the Im scared for Uni thing. I couldnt figure it out myself since its like our problem not just my problem and I think its only fair you know so we can try to make it through together. So yeah. I dont know since when its no longer a me, but a we thing. It was so hard sia I type out, backspace, type, stare at it for awhile, backspace, type again then send before I can stop myself. Like for quite a few lines in that convo. I was crying while typing sia I dont even know why the tears fell out  Its just telling you Im scared but LOL i was tearing as I type. Idk if you rmb but HAHAHAs. Actually idk if i'll rmb after a long time also. Yeah it was reassuring and kinda confirmed that what we had is real. It felt really, really, blissful. ❤ And we legit fell asleep while texting. Like you didnt reply for like 30sec I just put my phone down and drifted off. That dont wanna say goodnight kind of convo cos you scared I anyhow think and I also scared you anyhow think. HAHAHA. That was last night
& we're talking about our thought process before we get tgt? Even the old love lives and stuff. Like wows. No ordinary couple manz. Wts which couple actually talk about this. Isnt it like taboo topics for couples? But dayummmn Im curious. Your fault la. HAHAHAHA.

Tampines > ECP

LOL last night I too tired to type anything out so. Anyways. Headed to Tampines for Jurrasic World. Which isnt very nice frankly speaking. But the time in Tampines was kinda hellish. Ohkay you came to hougang, then I misunderstood your words and took 72 first. which well, you were behind. HAHAHA. so i saw you on bus and left and yeah, left my wallet behind. So we took the next 72 and headed to Tampines, then got back my wallet after a drama of 'you cant keep 2 ez-link cards its a crime' cos of arif. LOL damn sian. then we went ahead to watch movie, which we were atm hunting before the movie, then went to eat lunch at LJS. Atm hunting was so annoying. I sian diao aldr but idk is you damn got patience or what or just trying to keep it in. (confirm trying to reel it in HAHAHA) But yeah, in the end we found the atm after wandering about for a bit. So yeah uhmz. Then after movie go eat Mac minions special. Banana pie (Goreng Pisang) & Chocolate banana icecream. Which was a huge ass disappointment. Then headed down to ECP to meet class. Which we had to walk like. so fucking far. But yeah it was ohkay. After meet class we pretty much, left each other alone aldr so. HAHAS. Except people asking about my love life and asking if we planned our outfit tgt. #firstunplannedcoupleoutfit? #FUCO Actually I dont think its first time but. Yeah. HAHA. You wore a pink polo tee and I wore a pink shirt dress. shit? So disgusting LOL. We just got judged damn it. Mmmm so from there no need to talk about it much la horh. HAHAS.
So yeahhhh.
Thats it.

Ohkay actually no.

Is it possible to feel insecure with you in the army. Cos Idk sometimes I do feel that way. Cos yeah recently jiayi going through breakup it hurts me as well and I think thats when my insecurities spike. Thats why I went for a walk last night, even though I damn shag aldr. Trying to sort myself out a bit. Cos at first when I asked if I going for your POP, you said up to me initially, then after that you say dont go uh. I probed abit but you didnt relent so Im guessing you really dont want me to so yeah just dont go lorh. Hahahas thats the difference between me and jiayi i guess. She'll probe until you give her a good reason why she shouldnt go. Oh god I feel like such a good understanding girlf. Yeah I can respect that but hey, I wanted to be there for you, celebrate the moment with you. But you know I wouldnt be able to tell that to you. HAHAHAS. So I just respect your decision lorh. Cos yeah its me. HAHAHA. You have no idea what Jia Yi made me feel about this not going for your POP thing. All the HUH WHY. And bullshit insecurity theories. Even my mom. But you know whats scarier? That insurmountable faith I have in you. Damnnnn so mushy. HAHAHAS. 

Heyyyy

Didnt meet you this weekend cos damn it you were sick. :/ And so I stayed at home and read this book called One morning one moment. Its like about this guy who just suddenly drop dead and it impacted some people's lives. All the things they wished they said and did when he was alive. It made me feel so glad that people around me are alive. Like especially my family, friends and you. I am just so so so glad to have you in my life, not expressive enough to tell you directly but I'll learn to be, expressive. I dont know, even though we dont know each other that long, I like how comfortable we are around each other. When I still have to really think of what to say to friends I have known for forever. I like your 坦诚-ness. Like if you dont like it, you dont hide it. For some things at least, though other stuff I still have to see and guess. HAHAHAS  but yeah just. & some stuff I have to hint a bit before you say what you really thinking about. Like when it comes to things you feel uncomfy about our relationship and stuff. But eventually you still say la HAHAS. 

'Holding hands is a promise to one another that, for just a moment, the two of you don't have to face the world alone.'
Enough said la horh?

Bloop.

We went swimming today~
First swim together,
is it counted hmmmz,
technically the Adcove, idk hahahs
Even though like it was kinda nice to sleep in today, we both woke up HAHAS
It started drizzling when I left house sia tsk,
so yeah we went Anchorvale today
YAYYYY.
Uhm, stayed in the indoor pool and swam like, 6 laps??
Cos the people there learning how to swim were swimming the width of the pool.
TSK.
But hahahaha,
Really go there zim zui only.
Then off to the Jacuzzi pool and lepak for like another hour?
Which I was playing by myself very well with the Jacuzzi thing. hahaha.
I know you were judging me but,
whatevs.
Just great at self-entertaining hahas.
then we shower then walk to Compass Point, braving the rain hahas.
But dude you were so cold the whole day today ehh, or did i become warm, why you so cold sia omg. Ji unhealthy!
Just another one of the dates which I absolutely love, hehehe.
Just doing nothing wasting time walking around talking and yeah.
So we ate at Compass then walked around for a bit then homed.
See you next week worm.

HAHAHAS

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do,
like I always do.

You wonder why we so weird
so unlike other couples.
HAHAHAS
Screw them I like how we match. 

Kovan

 

Decided that this blog has too little photos. HAHAS

Your face when I wanted to snapchat.

hahahas,

not really the typical go everywhr also must update and take pic girl.

Is you say then I will take one ehh, dude.

Not those type who will actually take and take and take lol.  

So yeah we went to kovan and walked around. uhhhh, yeah.

Wanted to try some cafes there but in the end never uhh, 

HAHAHAS.

Since when things go as planned, 

Nah since when do we have a plan. 

Aries.

HAHAHAS.

Anyways happy back from field camp.

Dude you really dk how to talk I always do the talking will tired one you know.

Meh,

couldn't go swim this week im so sorry girl probs.

Next week kayz.

Hehes. <3