Plaza Sing

Went to eat Justacia at Plaza Sing today~  Was supposed to wake up at 7 and go for a swim today & guess what. We both can't wake up. HAHA. So decided to meet at hougang and then last min decided to eat Justacia at PS. Then we just talk cock walk walk around PS and then homed. Omgg it was so tiring though we didnt do anything. 😂 And you going field camp this week, it sounded really scary hahas, but you'll pull through, probably will break down too but you'll pull through. I'll text you before you face the hell HAHAS. Mental note or else cos I blog aldr it feels like I said it already. Sighs one week without communicating with you this is gonna be, horrible. :/

Pitch Perf 2

Qi za bwae za movie again. Nah not that early today but yeahs. HAHAS. We just.. went for movie then xingwang for lunch then headed home already, another normal date but another good day with you. 🙆 Oh we walked from farmway(was it? I think) to compass point through the blocks WAO SO IMPRESSIVE. HAHAS. Funz funz. 🙆🙆🙆
Sorry if Im like ranting about Uni stuff already cos Im quite stressed from all the hall signing up and choices I haveto make and all. Sighs I wished we can go uni tgt ): Army so burdenz. But weee. Imma go for your POP alright. Even if you dont want me to HAHAS. Since the class know about us (oh you texted me that faraday say the whole class know aldr like just now) I can go with Carmen~~ HAHAS.

My house.

We need a good place to lepak manz. Like legit. But where can we lepak HAHAS. Well my house is a great lepak spot but. We cant always come to my house sia. 😅 DUDEEEEE. HOWWWWWW. But yeah, went out on a monday today yay. Though you very poor thing la book out yest book in today HAHAS.
But today damn chill only~
Went to Saizeriya at Farrer Park just for lunch, then walk walk arnd there for awhile, doing nth actually. Then we came to hougang. Went to get some stuff and headed to the library and met Grace. 😂 Sorry I was awkward will do better next time HAHAS. Just weird. I felt weird. Its like as though she stumbled upon a secret HAHAS. 😂 Then we headed to my house. I told you the best lepak place is in hougang already rightttt. HAHAS. Nah, played with the kitty for awhile then chillax for awhile then you zao home aldr. Yeah pretty much for today. (Did I ever tell you how good you smell sometimes. Is it the soap? HAHAS)

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Y'know we were having this weird conversation about fate and it sorta made me go back to read my old blog, which I stopped updating for a long time already.
Then, I realised something,
I always regret not starting conversations with people,
as in texting.
like without an actual motive.
Like I am not the type of person who will text you just because I want to talk to you.
You get what I mean?
I bet you're like that too. hahas,
like even if im bored, I don't text people.
Then I realise.
I do that to you,
but I don't think its more than being bored, its more like I have some free time and I wanna talk to you.
HAHAS.
AREN'T YOU HONOURED.

South SG

Went to explore further south today. Suntec, Marina Square, Millenia Walk, SG indoor stadium thr and yeah, just a lot of walking and bullshitting. Oh we went thr cos I wanted to find the Koi pond but. Couldnt. :/ But lets finish exploring the south of SG tgt kay, gardens, mbs, dome, barrage, everywhr. hehehe.

Im sorry kinda caught up in my own thoughts these days its kinda. Like those stuff from last week then, you meeting sec school friends after meeting me, I tried to act like idm but, I do la.

I mean you gave me the impression that you're in AJC and in 4 H2 class cos of Wenyi. & Idk how and why and what happened between you and wenyi like, i dont know if i wanna know or not too.

I actually edited this post in June. It was a uhm, damn weird awkward post intially so I just edit lorh. cos this blog is basically, a online scrapbook and an online diary for us marh so. (Please do post, or edit the posts. hemhem, dont lazy) Since I can't actually say these stuff, at most write on paper. Even though I can talk so much HAHAHA. Its only fair to let you know some stuff so. Let's do this.

 

Like thinking back J1 August I still liked this senior cos my birthday card my close friends teasing and all. The thing is cos, the senior I liked was busy w A levels and all then we kinda drifted when he decided not to talk to me suddenly. So I was a bit sad marh, during pw period, & Arif knew about him lorh. Then somehow cos of pw and you taking 72 we got close then Arif, you know Arif. Then the stupid march camp incident. But I just ignored cos like, weird. So I just really 当做没发生 and continue talking to you. I am good at turning awkward things like that unawkward, HAHAS. But cos of that its abit wtf when you confessed in August. Cos Idk, you like suddenly 心血来潮, and I think you actually still liked Wenyi, like not over her yet. So that rejection in August was well, justified in many ways. Studies, unsure, not ready, no faith and all lorh. 给我们彼此一点时间, that's what I thought. Cos it was after that confession then I really start thinking about a relationship with you sia. Stunned me in Aug but if you didnt, I dont think I ever will consider relationships cos I just cant imagine, being in a relationship with anyone. Maybe cos I can get close to guys and I dont ever think much of my guy friends. Like IDK HOW TO SAY LA. Plus, rationally, logically, I should find a boyfriend in uni.

But yeah. Just glad that 我没有错过你,

"Don't regret the chances you missed" Sounds familiar? HAHAS. It was the quote you wrote at the back of your helmet for BMT field camp. Was that why you confessed in August. -eyes suspiciously-

 

So HAHAS, ohkay I edited this post after this convo.

& you wonder where I get all my weird thoughts from. Well you are kinda a huge step out of my comfort zone, idk a relationship is a daunting scary thing. I am not.. the type who likes to depend on people so. But somehow that regretting thing came by and. that when I decided that we should give it a shot and conquer NS. HAHAS.

AHHHH IM LIKE CONFESSING SO MUCH AHHHH. NOW I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU THIS BLOG.