South SG

Went to explore further south today. Suntec, Marina Square, Millenia Walk, SG indoor stadium thr and yeah, just a lot of walking and bullshitting. Oh we went thr cos I wanted to find the Koi pond but. Couldnt. :/ But lets finish exploring the south of SG tgt kay, gardens, mbs, dome, barrage, everywhr. hehehe.

Im sorry kinda caught up in my own thoughts these days its kinda. Like those stuff from last week then, you meeting sec school friends after meeting me, I tried to act like idm but, I do la.

I mean you gave me the impression that you're in AJC and in 4 H2 class cos of Wenyi. & Idk how and why and what happened between you and wenyi like, i dont know if i wanna know or not too.

I actually edited this post in June. It was a uhm, damn weird awkward post intially so I just edit lorh. cos this blog is basically, a online scrapbook and an online diary for us marh so. (Please do post, or edit the posts. hemhem, dont lazy) Since I can't actually say these stuff, at most write on paper. Even though I can talk so much HAHAHA. Its only fair to let you know some stuff so. Let's do this.

 

Like thinking back J1 August I still liked this senior cos my birthday card my close friends teasing and all. The thing is cos, the senior I liked was busy w A levels and all then we kinda drifted when he decided not to talk to me suddenly. So I was a bit sad marh, during pw period, & Arif knew about him lorh. Then somehow cos of pw and you taking 72 we got close then Arif, you know Arif. Then the stupid march camp incident. But I just ignored cos like, weird. So I just really 当做没发生 and continue talking to you. I am good at turning awkward things like that unawkward, HAHAS. But cos of that its abit wtf when you confessed in August. Cos Idk, you like suddenly 心血来潮, and I think you actually still liked Wenyi, like not over her yet. So that rejection in August was well, justified in many ways. Studies, unsure, not ready, no faith and all lorh. 给我们彼此一点时间, that's what I thought. Cos it was after that confession then I really start thinking about a relationship with you sia. Stunned me in Aug but if you didnt, I dont think I ever will consider relationships cos I just cant imagine, being in a relationship with anyone. Maybe cos I can get close to guys and I dont ever think much of my guy friends. Like IDK HOW TO SAY LA. Plus, rationally, logically, I should find a boyfriend in uni.

But yeah. Just glad that 我没有错过你,

"Don't regret the chances you missed" Sounds familiar? HAHAS. It was the quote you wrote at the back of your helmet for BMT field camp. Was that why you confessed in August. -eyes suspiciously-

 

So HAHAS, ohkay I edited this post after this convo.

& you wonder where I get all my weird thoughts from. Well you are kinda a huge step out of my comfort zone, idk a relationship is a daunting scary thing. I am not.. the type who likes to depend on people so. But somehow that regretting thing came by and. that when I decided that we should give it a shot and conquer NS. HAHAS.

AHHHH IM LIKE CONFESSING SO MUCH AHHHH. NOW I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU THIS BLOG.