Cycling

Thanks for being my gym bike for today. HAHA. Well Idk its weird and gay to be on a double bike but funny at the same time cos LOL. This is probably the ONLY time I'll be on a double freaking bike. <3
MMMM Frankly speaking this week I was thinking if giving a second chance will be regretful. Thats why I didn't post for Vday date (deadpooooool). Honestly when I am with you it feels really nice like really. I won't have thoughts about breaking up or whatever. But when we are apart, or when we are texting, it feels weird. Like I am talking to a small boy and stuff. Will this boy be able to take care of me in the future? Or will I always be the mature and dependable one? Can I depend on you? You don't even bother now then what about next time? Questions like these come to me, and I know avoiding these questions will not do me any good. The thing is, I don't know if I can break up with you or not, and if I should or not, and if I want to or not.
Kinda read through this blog and I realised, this negative feeling didnt start after the ACL op. It started after the ACL tear. Like right after. But reading through the blog make me miss the old us so much. I really do.